Last time I dream of my late father is on his funeral. It was him and me trying to get out from some sort of cave. We both climbing on a slippery rocks, he handed me a rope, asking me to grab it, but I fail. I fail and I fall…

17 years, not a single dream of him, makes me think that he might have forget me, or maybe he wants me to forget him.

But last night, I dream of him. He and my family visit me at the hostel, not talking at all, instead he give me the sweetest smile – a smile the I miss so much that I could be dying to see it. Then my mom tells me that they’ll come again tomorrow, after my exam.

But tomorrow come with a disappointment. Everyone is here, but my father. I try to contact him but I could not find his number in my cell phone. Then, I start to cry….

I wake up and realize it just a dream, and then I cry…..


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NIA is acronym of my name. And also happen to be acronym of " natural idiosyncrasy anonymous", which apparently suits me well at this moment. I'm not so good in putting the right word verbally, but slightly, (maybe slightly) better in putting it in a nice readable material. Here I am, whispering my unspoken thought... and this is a piece of my thoughts

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