My friend said " You always write your
blog when you feeling down. You must be very happy now coz I didn't see
any update on your blog for the past few weeks!"
Actually, I am not happier than I was
before. It is just only that a visit to another side of the worlds change the
way I think. Like the famous quote by Henry Miller,"One's destination is
never a place, but a new way of seeing things."
I learn a lot from this trip, which
open my eyes and heart even wider. The cold temperatures, the blooming
magnolia,the ancient and unique architecture, massive and gigantic archaic
construction and the symbolize of power, which I cannot experience here makes
me realizes few things.
The person that I respect once said,
" by looking at all this magnificent things, we will praise The Almighty
better. He is the good planner after all ". Yes. I agree without a doubt.
Everything happens to me also is under His plan. And never He fails in His
plan. All I have to do is just wait and see, what is the real story behind
everything.
To stand on one of the seven wonders of the
world gives me brand new feeling. It is not only about being there and
experience the feeling. It also about throwing all the sadness in the air of
the Great Wall and trying to be strong like it always will.
As I waived goodbye to Beijing, my heart
divided by two. Half of it, jump in enjoyment - to be back in my beloved
family's arm, the warm weather, Malaysian tasteful foods and hospitality. But
the other half of me wish to stay longer, long enough to forget all the misery
and cure my heart..
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