I try not to remember. Throwing my feeling
at the tops of the hills, let it crash the rocks and scatter away. I keep
myself busy with the things I should. Like the smiling robot - heartless yet
ambitious. I succeed at first. But somehow I failed. I failed with my own
curiosity and wishful hope. And later, end up with even more severe
disappointment - rigorous and constantly painful stab, deep at the center of my
heart.
What is the big chaos? People do change.
Everyone is changing. It is just a matter of time. Even if I spill enormous
bloody tears, doesn't make any changes. Maybe I should change too. Yes, I
should change too! I can change my appearance, I can change my attitude, but
can I change my feeling?
Hey, tiny, fragile heart... the sooner you realize its over, the sooner you accept the facts, the better.
I’m trying… so hard..but it seems that, no
matter how hard I try, it always start back at one and ended at none..Help me!
It’s a dead end in front of me. My eyes are blurry, I think I might saw something
far beneath the sky, but it’s not clear, it just so far away. Is it hope? Or
faith? Or maybe it is just my anticipative imagination?
Close your eyes.. Feel it with your
soul. Whether it is hope or faith, or plainly nothing, it is YOU who decide it.
At this moment I just want to fly away.
Leaving my helpless body, with all the memories that haunting me. Away until I
forgot everything and be forgotten
Courtesy:pirate queen
