I am standing at the center of meadow
I could feel something cold next to me
I turn to the left.
Nothing.
I turn to the right
A pure blank
I keep walking and still I feel a shivery figure following me
Like a heartbeat – fast and rhythmic 
I move faster, trying to runaway from the haunting feeling
The faster I run, the nearer it felt 
I try to scream, but my voice stuck in between desperation and perplexity
I finally exhausted - of battling against myself
I surrender and giving in - but never giving up
I let myself shaded by the unknown silhouette
Which I discover later is my own self


I am focussing on all the happy moment that I treasure, all the granted wishes, all the smile and laughter that I owned. Although there is something missing in my heart, a different kind of pain which is undescribable.



Like I always do, I keep my best silence, coz I realize that silence is much better than anything else in this indifferent world.



May this silence gives me the strength to keep on smiling and be grateful.

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NIA is acronym of my name. And also happen to be acronym of " natural idiosyncrasy anonymous", which apparently suits me well at this moment. I'm not so good in putting the right word verbally, but slightly, (maybe slightly) better in putting it in a nice readable material. Here I am, whispering my unspoken thought... and this is a piece of my thoughts

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